Lyndsay shares her first entry to her Solo Living Diary. Living alone was not a choice, and after a painful relationship breakup, her living alone experience started with being heartbroken and soon after, the pandemic struck. One year on, Lyndsay shares how far she has come in her living alone journey and how much things have changed.
Well, January marks my one year anniversary since I bought my house and started living alone. Ten months of this experience has been during the pandemic. There have been high points and low points. Moments of sadness I want to release out into the universe and moments of clarity I wish to hold onto forever.
I didn’t choose this; I didn’t choose to be in my thirties and living alone. Living alone was never part of my life plan. I was the victim of circumstance, of decisions I had no part in, of someone deciding they just didn’t love me anymore.
However, amidst the emotional chaos surrounding a breakup, I realised moving back home to live with my parents full-time made me feel trapped. I needed the space to grieve without someone asking me if I was okay. I wanted to be able to wallow in my misery where no one could see and to cry whenever I felt the need to.
6 thoughts on “My Living Alone Journey Started With Being Heartbroken”
I love reading your story Lyndsay, its inspirational to know how you have gone through this journey of transformation.
I look forward to reading more posts & excited to hear about your novel.
Written from the heart, I wish you well with your novel and look forward to seeing you in print. X
Dear Lindsay, when I saw you last on that happy occasion at our dear friend Lucy’s party, you still seemed sad so reading your story I’m pleased that you have now turned a corner. I wish you well for your future in writing, I think this is such a positive step and feel that you are moving forward into a new and exciting phase. Life is a journey ……. xx
That was so well written I am about to embark on solo living like you due to my husband of 40 years deciding our marriage had run its course although I think the other younger women he was having an affair with clinched things, I am older than you 65 I am a bit nervous but excited at the same time, it’s taken me 2 years to get to the point where I don’t cry and have panic attacks as it was such a shock but I am ready to move forward and embrace life once this pandemic is over
You are a strong independant woman. Be proud of how far you have come. Im so glad you are doing so well and are realising your dreams of beng an author.
Sign me up for your books lots of love xxx
Raw authentic story, thanks for the share <3
I am someone who is an old soul so things affect me very deeply
If I let someone in my life, it will be because they are honest, authentic, protective of me, child-like, fun… Just themselves really
I got exhausted of one-sided bonds, it was heart wrenching and I never ever want to go through that again.
We all deserve equality in all our bonds.